Not sure I want to…
By betterthanfine on Monday, July 5th, 2010
“When we got off the phone, I lay in my bed feeling numb. Emotions raw. Confidence gone. Vulnerability at expanded and exaggerated capacity. Not a good place to be. Any pride that I had been holding onto had been violently and unwillingly extracted from me. I wished desperately that I had been able to keep my cool. But I had been completely blindsided. I’m terrified. I’m terrified of the way he makes me feel. I don’t remember anyone ever being able to bring out that kind of emotional response in me…ever. What does this mean? I feel like I’m moving too fast but I can’t slow down. I’m not sure I want to…”
